@hopeforus. It sounds like you had a very good day todsy. Allstros in thr right direction.
When I accepted my dsughter’s Illness, and learned to have no expectations, life became more peaceful for ud both. I have let go of the could ifs, since that I’d not part of thr true story day. What I’d real is that she has schizoeffective disorder, a complicated illness, that changes daily. I am happy that she is safe and with me. I retired in January. Working a full time job and taking care of her and everything else since my husbsnd’s sudden death has been a challenge, but I have done it. Taking care of her desilusión has challenged, i am lonely and miss my husband, but to the best i con rvrry dey