Totally escaped my mind… when she went around the globe i was afraid something would happen while she is now in London it is as terrifying as ever her being away (although it is more of a respite for me than for our mum who is constantly terrified what will happen)
When our Schizophrenic middle sister went missing for days at a time and for all the dreams i have had where our deceased sister came back from being missing for 6 yrs and had not died…
all through all of this i always scared the carp out of myself thinking she would complete suicide
now i think i have hit something i can silently scream about
if she goes properly long term missing.