I’m so sad.. feeling hopeless and helpless

Thankyou @sisteraunt … medication has now been changed, all Haloperidol withdrawn, new meds abilify and amisulpride have helped calm her mind even though she is still delusional has voices (persecutory) and psychosis.
Unfortunately the tremor has remained.
I hate this vile disease the life we could have led has been totally dissolved, I have to accept life as it is but I do constantly worry for her future without me.