I am mostly ok when thinking how far he/we have come , at times like today for instance , got my son up at 1.15pm . Made him food and he was content and enjoyed it then he goes back to bed with his laptop, he’s content, am I bad for feeling he should be doing more? I asked maybe this year he feels like a little part time job, he says no mum and all the jobs he has had in past are due to someone else intervening. That someone got him the jobs and now he can’t get one as he’s tried but can’t because the police ensure because of his religion he won’t get one!
When I write this here then I understand more but for today I keep thinking is this it…
He happily said after his breakfast “ mum can we get pizza later”
Food and football are all he focuses on.
Sorry I know I should feel grateful that it’s much better than it was . Mostly I do .