I can imagine how smart and precious your son was and is still to you as you mourn his passing. God bless your heart as you heal and. I believe we will see our loved ones again. For me though they are absent in the body they are still close by in our spirit.
So very sorry to hear of the loss of your son. I did not read his story but will let you know that your fight was a blessing to him, and to you to see him almost back again.
I didn’t get to read your original post, but I also feel your love, as a mother there is no love like the love we have for our children. I still cry daily for my dear, precious son who has paranoid schizophrenia.