I hope it is okay to talk off topic.
I have seen my sister in 12 years of deteriorationg Schizophrenia when she was killed by a car age 25.
I have in 44 years spent about 5 in acute psychosis (also paranoid Schizophrenia) although I have been stable for 13 years.
Our brother is now in so many extreme versions of psychological, personality and psychotic problems due to alcoholism… it feels like I am losing my brother above all to psychosis which he has now had for 6 years.
I am unable to process being the only one left, but i really have all belief that there is no longer any hope