Hubs came home after a week in the hospital (Dr called me and asked me to try talk him into an extra week cuz he couldn’t. I couldn’t either so he had to let him go at 1 week). They put him on Clozapine which I was excited about, as I’ve heard great things about. He’s not as excited as I. He’s done nothing but complain since he’s been home. And we couldn’t find a pharmacy that even HAD it in stock (literally, I called 11 pharmacys {we tired of driving around to them. Drove to 4 of them} before I found 1 and they required the dr to fax recent labs. His psych appt isn’t until tomorrow (video appt) so he’s been without it for 2 days. He’s decided that he feels better so it’s the med that made him feel awful and he decided he doesn’t want it. He agreed to something else - thank God, cuz he’s so anti-med. We have to wait until his appt tomorrow morning. He doesn’t want to hear that all meds have side effects and that he didn’t give it a fair chance (only 1 week).
We’ll see how he does on another med. I’ve heard such great things about Clozapine that I was hopeful. Also scared, since it’s a weekly blood draw which I wasn’t sure he’d abide by. Hopefully he’ll get something easier to get! He can get 3 months worth easily thru his mail order meds for free but he needs a couple weeks worth to get him by until those come so hoping those r easier to obtain.
The week of hospitalization didn’t do a whole lot. He’s still paranoid, anxious, and hearing and talking to his voices. He got super angry today while driving in the car and pulled over and said he was walking. I waited about 5 minutes and he asked me to drive. I knew he wouldn’t walk. I’m tiring of it all. But I can’t leave a sick person. And he IS sick. Not just being an asshold - he’s actually sick. Hoping the new psych and therapist will help
Thats out update…
Marci