I arrived last midnight to this city in my home country. I came from my home, about 10 hours away.
I’ll be here for another 10 days - 15 days.
My Mom is staying here with my brother who goes to school for Cardiology. I saw my Mom this morning, I felt sad. She has aged a lot. I felt that time is fleeing. I love my Mom regardless of her schizophrenia.
I came with my brother. My Brother is focused on his exam for cardiologist. I arrived last midnight.
I had interviewed with a Canadian Prof for Ph.D program, she was happy and asked me good questions. She asked me to write a research proposal. Now, I think, she was willing to take me as a student. She does Ph.D in Software Engineering. I have background in SE for Master’s already.
Canadian Prof: So you want to come to Canada?
Me: Yes
I come from Asian culture. Family dynamics is opposite to the West.
Now – I have a Ph.D offer from U of Arkansas for Ph.D in Information Science, tuition waiver and some decent stipend for a living. Stipend is low, but I can manage as Arkansas is cheaper to live.
Arkansas:
Pros:
a) I know how it works in the U.S. I know the system, I have confidence that I can finish this program
b) I will have social support, this is important because as an new person in new town
c) I could likely to get married to someone who wants to do higher education in America (or) someone in U.S too
(Asian culture, I can’t break the way my culture follows, we think to do the right thing at the right time)
d) Maybe immigration might change in America? (I never know)
e) I love books, reading and would give me a chance to get back into what I really love and enjoy
f) I would get a chance to become Scholar, have opportunities to be around books and libraries, perhaps even careers that have access to books. Books bring joy and happiness to me
g) I can start this Fall
Cons/Fear:
a) I live another 5 years in U.S as a Ph.D student, but no process or advancement in citizenship
(This shouldn’t be a concern but I want to move and advance in life)
b) Research topic seems simple and not complicated, Social Computing.
Canadian Ph.D:
Cons:
a) Need to wait for a month at least for an offer.
b) Not sure about tuition waiver yet
Pros:
a) Highly possible to get Canadian PR/Citizenship at the end of my Ph.D program.
b) Research topic seems to intersect cultural upbringings and impact in software products, I have the knowledge/content already in my head to contribute right away.
c) As I am a citizen of an Asian country, it’s not good to hold Asian passport
No fear of immigration, 95% I’ll become a PR resident and gain Canadian Citizenship
d) Can sponsor Dad/Mom/Bro to come visit Canada/live there
e) Could gain better jobs abroad due to Canadian PR/Citizenship
My thoughts – From people around me, they have no idea about U.S/Canada. One Professor suggested to go for what I like or desire. I desire to work on solving Water problem with another prof, but he doesn’t have funding – what can I do? That problem is a basic human necessity. Gosh, if I had some free time, I would sit and solve it.
I can’t wait for another year and waste time for the professor working on Water problem.
Thoughts?