I just can’t seem to let him go. He is a bf of mine I met back in middle school. Lost contact. Over those years I dreamt of him MANY TIMES. When I came back in contact it was sometime in may. His family has separated him from me, for reasons I don’t know. Last night I dreamt he messaged me. I love him so much. It’s hard for me to even consider anyone else. I just want to know is it hard to love someone with sz? What is it like?? Would I be fighting for something that won’t work?