My deceased son had sza

and so do I. He died of suicide, at the age of 30, because of his sza, in 2011.

I myself have come very near suicide too many times to count.

My son mostly struggled with psychosis and it was most likely for that reason that he took his life.

When I was a young woman, I suffered from both psychosis, in the form of thought broadcasting, telepathy and paranoia, and severe, recurrent, suicidal depression. When I turned 45 years old, all the depression and suicidal ideation completely disappeared and has stayed gone now for 20 years. I continue to have episodic psychosis.

6 Likes

Thanks for posting ginalovea, I’m glad your symptoms have lightened a good deal as you became older. That is hopeful news for everyone. I am so sorry about your son, I know you miss him.

1 Like

I am so sorry for your son. This SZ disease is so brutal. My prayers are with you and your son.

1 Like

So sorry for you and tour son…it is what we all fear and hope against…was reading one study feom north carolina university relating cat scratch fever bacteria to psychosis and sch , and those habing it in their blood or such. Maybe you can check and see if you habe that and then take the antibiotic or what it needa tk cure cat aceatch fwver. Told my son but he wont listen

My heart breaks for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story. :heart:

I’m so sorry. I hope you can find peace some day. I know it’s difficult.