I do have permanent Guardianship and I had forced him into Hospitalization numerous times between 2015 and 2023 ( at least 15 times).
He is the most stable now in the past 2 years but would not care enough for his Hygene. he only shaves, cuts his hair and brushes his teeth after numerous requests ( I have to ask him many times).
He has been taking the Invega shot 234 mg and The Zyprexa ( 20mg at night and 10mg at day) since April /2024. Before that he was taking medium Shot Invega and Zyprexa.
He is also taking 900mg Lithium at night.
He talks to himself at certain times of the month. The shot manifests at a different level of behavior every 10 days. The first 10 days after taking the shot he is calmer and more relaxed but scared to get out of the house, then the next 10 days he can get a little aggressive and impatient and also scared of getting out of the house. The last 10 days he is calmer and still afraid to get out of the house.
He is refusing to take any Anxiety pill or anti -depressant. He only wants to take the same number of pills ( 3 at night and one at day) and no more.
I consulted with a Doctor overseas about adding a small dose of clozapine like 12 mg then 25mg to his med and asked if that would not harm him? he said it is OK.
I can get the Clozapine from my sister overseas but I am afraid to try it since he is not compliant on blood tests and he would not take the pill. I am also afraid of withdrawal Symptoms. I read that one of Clozapine withdrwal symptoms is Suicidal.
I ask the angry moms if it is OK to crush a small dose of 12mg of clozapine in his coffee because he drinks coffee during the day they refer me to Daniel Recovery website.
I will do more research…
The issue with Hospitalization in my city is that they do not keep him enough to try clozapine.
The last hospital in my Area in 2021, he was there for 5 weeks and they put him on Invega 234 mg and Clozapine 300mg. he was taking Clozapine OK & got better but he refused to take weekly blood draws. I ended up crashing with clozapine medicine for him in his smoothee or Coffee then he left my state and ended traveling to a different state and got so sick. I had to contact a local investigator to look for him and it was a miracle to find him hanging around a coffee shop in Houston Texas. he lost his debit card and homeless people stole his phone and his wallet. it was a pain to get him back home… Long story
in another hospital in California, he was conserved for 2 years between 2018 through 2020 and they put him on Clozapine 450mg and medium shot invega. he got better in 2019 and he was sent to a Facility but in the Facility they dropped the Invega Shot and kept on Clozapine 450 mg but he became aggressive after 2 months and they send him back to the Hospital in CA and the doctor decided to try other combination of meds because he was there for more than year and they did not want to keep much longer than this. He got better on 6 different medicines: 2 antipsychotic, 2 Anxiety and mood stabilizer and other medicine for side effects
. After being discharged from California Hospital and coming to stay with me in 2020, he started cutting all medicine and ended up in Hospital here in my town for one month… and more hospitalizations follows…
These hospitalizations are not very effective since they keep him at most 2 to 4 weeks and he got very upset with me when I hospitalized him.
In my state, to get into a State Hospital for a long time, someone has to commit a felony and put in jail and wait for like 6 months before he is admitted to a State hospital so he can be treated for a long period of time. What a Mental Health System!!
I will not go this route and cause my son to be in Jail and get so sick before he can get the help he needs.
For now, I have him safe at home and stable to a certain level. Even Though he hears voices, he is not aggressive with me. As long as he gets his cigarettes and coffee, he is happy.
My option now is to wait for Angry Moms to get the approval of lowering the Clozapine Requirements to one months instead of one week for blood draw then his doctor can switch him from Zyprexa to Clozapine.
i will keep praying about my son Condition.
Thanks for reading my long report…