Hi Day to Day, Thanks for your reply, It came after a very long trying day with my son. He was so anxious today and hearing voices, seeing him suffer so much is beyond horrible. My son is 22 and also has no friends, and very limited family support, I am his primary caregiver, chauffeur, best friend, and therapist, cook etc, etc. I have a significant other who helps me out financially, but offers no emotional support and doesn’t even believe sz is a real illness. I think you really don’t get it unless you have been thru it. I am lucky enough to have a sweet daughter who is busy, but is supportive for me, but I don t want her life taken over with this disease like mine is. My son used to talk to her, but now doesn’t want anything to do with her, this came out of the blue. Anyways , nice to know I am not alone and knowing others are finding ways to cope and sharing them. Hope tomorrow is a good day for our sons.