Well my ex boyfriend has now blocked me from calling him and texting him. I just could not convince him that I did not betray him I know its his mind that betrayed him but it doesn’t hurt any less. I took someone’s advice who told me to reassure him of my love but it pushed him further away.
So now how do I deal with my pain and depression, I just can’t stop crying.
yes, I know that reaction. You just have to be kind to yourself. Go out for a walk. Drink a nice coffee, cook yourself something good, remind yourself that everything passes, good and bad.
Give him space. When I ran away from home my husband kept texting and calling me. It made everything worse. I’m not telling you this to feel bad, but to understand. It pushed me further away from my family. When he stopped it took me 6 months to be ready to come home. But I had a hospital visit behind me and medicine at that time.
Ty all for your kindness and concern.
Well I think it’s finally done with my bf. Not only is drinking he tells me he’s now smoking crack.when he told me that I called him and got a very bad feeling so I asked him if he’s cheating on me his cold responce , yes I am. I asked why would you do that he said because I’m not coming home anytime soon and I recently caught you in a number lies which isn’t true. I’m very concerned him smoking crack from what I’ve read it’s one of the worst drugs for a sz person.
It concerned so much I emailed his sister the one that lives in Canada and told her what he’s doing and gave her the name of the place he was staying at, well in turn she called the police and they did well check on him and told her he’s alive but refused to speak with her.
The man I knew on meds is completely gone, now he’s hanging out with drug dealers and prostitutes. I think now it’s only a mater of time before I’ll get that call that he has died.