Hi , you should look up Nami online as they are very helpful . I truly know how you feel . I couldn’t have my son living with me and it breaks my heart but the stress and fear was too much for me . My son lives in an apartment less than 10 min away . That way i can keep an eye on him . Nami has helped me tremendously and i dont stop educating myself on this horrific illness . Hang in there , One day at a time .