After said attack which was brutal, my mother told me to rise about it and be the bigger person. My other sister witnessed attack and she was going to phone police.
She’s come at me before with a knife. Attacked me before physically, verbally EVERY day. I live beside her with other sister (we moved beside her to get away from abusive alcoholic father as we couldn’t live there with him and my mum because my mum didnt protect us and she was abusive as well). We moved beside each other to support each other and to keep an eye on her because of her diagnosis.
But she’s threatening me now to move, telling me to stay away from her. She’s tormented me so much before that I had to move back in with parents even though I was still paying for the flat and not living in it.
I’m thinking of reporting her for assault. I’ve decided to go to her careworker and tell him what she did to me. He’s shirking his responsibilities and not checking up on her as he should be.
As regards living situation, I dont know waht to do. Should I let her bully me into finding a new place? She is making my life miserable. I have no support from any friends, etc because my father raped us all when we were younger and took us to a religious cult. It’s just the medical professionals in my life. My sisters are all i’ve got really but if I move i’ll be on my own and feel isolated. If I stay, i’ll just continue to be abused by my sister. And interestingly, she only abuses me. How can a schizophrenic be so selective? It makes me think she’s not evil at all because her abuse is always so targeted towards me. I dont know what to do.
What would any of you do? Would you just find somewhere new to live away from them both, or would you stay and stand up to her at the risk of being attacked again? Should I tell her keyworker? She’s badmouthed me to him, blaming everything on me, but I’m due to see the same mental health professionals soon so I can clear my name that way.
Sometimes I think she’s posessed by a demon.
Anyone any ideas?