This question makes me ponder, and in the pondering, I think I’m doing better. If you would have asked me this two years ago I would have said that “If my kid sister ever died, I would succeed in clocking out of this life with in a month of her leaving me.”
But now, yes it would be a pain so beyond my imagining that I would need so much help to get past it, but I don’t think I would throw away all her hard work. I don’t think I would just immediately take the final exit.