I’m 51, old enough you would think to be able to face life on my own. But I can’t. My dad drives me to numerous doctor appointments and while we are out we usually go to stores and buy something to eat. My dad is my biggest champion. He emails to me every day and if something is broken; he can usually fix it (although due to his age, he doesn’t do quite as much as he used to. I see my dad aging. And I know he could go at any time. I’m terrified to lose him I love my mom too but she and I never got along as well as my dad and me. I feel like I will not l be able to face life anymore when my dad goes. I pray that God will take me before he takes my dad.
Because of my mental and physical illnesses I am reliant on my dad.
Do any of you feel this scared about losing a parent or some other family member?