I’ve been trying very hard to be patient with my hb while he continues transition on his meds. Again knowing it’s not about fault or blame as far as his diagnosis.
However, I feel a continued barrage of questioning from him which I know is mostly the paranoia of the illness. My spiritual beliefs are different from his and he feels like my beliefs and the people that are part of my religion are against him which in turn makes me the enemy but also causes conflict in him because I’m his wife and he loves me.
This is a giant part of the anger that triggers almost every episode he has. I’m feeling on edge and that anticipation of another conflict just around the corner. He’s usually the one that brings it up so I’m not sure how to divert from the conversation without being obvious. He will even say to me, changing the subject again huh?
Anyway, I just needed to vent but was also wondering if anyone has had a similar experience and how they have handled it. Thank you all.