I’m sorry everyone I’m just so incredibly distraught at the moment. I’m his proxy he’s inpatient but he really believes his anger and explosive behavior is all my fault and he called me to break off our marriage
I know the anger is fueled by psychosis but what if we can’t convince him to take his meds he will leave me bc of this delusion I am sick to my stomach with anxiety and fear and stress and heartbreak
I’d care for him forever if he would just stay on his meds but off them his anger is too intense.
I’m just so lonely and sad I feel unloved like trash and I miss my darling love