Well today my husband is all apologetic for his behavior. He is aware of his illness and that he has been off since going off his meds. He is back on them now and is still adjusting to them. He admitted he has not been himself, which I suppose is a good thing, but I tell you, the roller coaster ride continues. I really do hope he has made a breakthrough, but I am very wary. I had all but let him go, because of the stress I was under and the pain he was causing me. I empathize with him and I know he is genuinely sorry, and he is a good person deep down, but I remain wary. Who knows how long this will last, and I don’t know if I can take it.