Just thinking out loud.
Is it really cruel to do a court order of involuntarily commitment to commit my Son to State mental hospital?
he told me why don't you end my life before you commit me to mental hospital. he hates being in Hospital and also hates to take his meds at home.
he thinks he med will make loose his physical strength and create brown spots all over his skin and impact his sexual drive.
I know he is not doing well and he is delusional.
he has been on and off meds constantly. I have been threatening him to admit him in mental hospital, he takes the meds for few days then get him into ER and back home. when he is in ER, he takes his meds and as soon as he gets home he takes it for few days then wants to stop.
One ER doctor tolds me he is not symptomatic and would not commit him to hospital against his will.
Another ER doctor said that he is not symptomatic but told my son he needs to be on meds otherwise he will get admitted to Psychiatric Hospital.
I feel that forcing the medicine on him is hopeless and I am just considering leaving him alone as he ask me to do.
this has exhausting and costly to me.