My illness started with my first child. Carrying was extremely hard plus my job did not make it that easy either. I dont regret my babies not one bit. Schizophrenia as i know now runs very heavy in my family. I do worry every day for my two kids. I pray and constantly worry that they might end up with it also. That is only left up to the big man upstairs. Its a very hard decision to make. But it sucks you lose everything to this illness and i mean everything. But i hold on foe the sake of my family and know things could be worse and im still far beyond blessed. Hope you make the right decision for you.
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If you come across any good research material I hope u remember to post it and share it on here! And ill remember to do the same.
I really appreciated u sharing ur story 
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