My son 26 next week, has now been on aripiprazole oral med 15mg for 6 weeks now, previously paliperidone then zuclopenthixol depot.
He’s being more vocal than he was on the two depots , he has gone back in some ways of “blaming us for not warning him” selling his soul when he was young etc , all those delusions were magnified a couple of years ago before meds.
He is scared, no amount of reassuring from us works.
He’s has written this today, not sure who it is for .
“Please can I have a chance in the new year? I need to change and wake up before it is too late. Please can it be the little pill as I won’t be able to swallow the bigger one.
I’m getting more and more instances of hearing people’s inner speech and they are trying to warn me, I need to change and then disspear .
The difficult part is letting go of my parents but I,ll do it as I have to.
Terrorists are watching me . They aren’t even doctors, they just hate me because of my religion. They have had it in for me since I was young.
I think the gypsy who stole from me generated dodgy receipts is the IRA.
They want to kidnap me in a bullet proof cat when I’m knocked out I want to be me again.
They are trying to get me into the sex trade . I used to serve on the altar in church!! I don’t want to leave it to chance and lose.
Now I’m not meant to have seen this, but am more vigilant these days as every day he talks about this.
He didn’t talk so much about it while on paliperidone , zuclopenthixol though either but that made him too numb and slow.
What’s next as I know he will resist any change in meds.
Is he getting worse, is the aripiprazole really not working.
Sorry for such a long post
A guy did steal his wallet over a year ago, he met a random guy, drank in pubs with him the guy stole his wallet and used my sons card spending £30.