My life hasn’t been the same since the beginning of 2020 and I know most people would say the same especially because of the pandemic but I feel depressed and anxious almost every single day. I don’t feel like myself ever since my sister was diagnosed with schizophrenia, she’s my bestfriend and the closest person to me and now she’s so distant even though we live under the same roof. she’s mostly so angry and is mumbling odd and mean things and sometimes tells me mean things as well. I know that this is all the illnesses fault and that’s not her. I feel so off lately and I just don’t know what to do… I’m falling apart and I don’t know how to live my life.