Continuing the discussion from New diagnosis?:
This just hit me… I was saying how much I hated being watched while I’m just taking a pill and drinking water… I’m wondering…
My sis will pitch a fit if I try and watch her eat. She’ll pick up her plate an hide in her room if I get too intense while she’s eating. At first I thought it was sneaky brained thinking and she was hiding the food.
But… I’m sorry to say… I’ve still compulsively been turning over her room… I try not to… but my head won’t let me rest until I do it. Maybe I’ve got some sneaky brained thinking of my own going.
But I haven’t found any old sandwiches stashed anywhere. It’s really hard to hide soup in a room.
Maybe it’s not the sneaky brain of anorexia. Maybe she just doesn’t like being stared at while doing normal things… just like I don’t like being started at while doing normal things.