Hi, Thank you for your answer, I deleted the post from here but I posted it in another old thread of mine still related to this relationship, more coherent with the title ( here I'm kinda desperate - #7 by Dontknowwhattodo). Yes what I need by writing here it’s not a solution as there isn’t one unless I give up everything or the law I talked about is discussed and approved. I just wanted to talk with someone that can understand the situation and can tell me that I am not selfish as he claimed I was, because all I did was just crying I didn’t ask not to go, I didn’t threat or anything, infact he’s in his country now. I was just exhausted to be left behind for some money so many times. Even though I undestand it’s important for him it’s just money afterall. We all need money yes but also a roof, and money comes and goes, love once is gone is gone.Maybe I am too much an idealist, romantic probably but it is this battle between love and money because of stupid countries laws that makes me feel so bad.